spending way too much...

I have been spending way too much
on movies,accessories, tee, jeans and high cut shoes
tsk tsk
how will I manage to save any money if I keep on buying online and going out??
plz try to save...
you noe that you shldn't spend so much
and you oso noe that you need clear yr debts
there's still other things to pay for and save for
SO STOP SPENDING!!

Unnie...
I want to grow up to be like you...
To be a person that keeps her promises...
To be kind and charitable...
To be able to cook ...
To be able to play hard and work hard...
To be content...
To be thankful for everything...
To think of others before self...

one of my colleague at work fall in love with unnie
haha
blame it on wgm
because of that show
totally fall for unnie
when I suppose to watch it due to HJ
irony...
it is really very pleasant when my supervisor and that colleague said that unnie is pretty^^

recent korean news

recent news have been quite depressing...
ss501 contract..
DSP...
Park Young Ha...

ss501 contract...
is in a way depressing that the members will be separate to different companies..
HJ KeyEast
JM may be TW Sony
At the bright side,
they have their solos and have better future outside DSP
maybe one day they could be like ShinHwa reunite as one

Park Young Ha...
Shocking...really shocking
this is the most regret thing I do is to read allkpop early in the morning
I understand the amount of stress he gg through
but why...choose death..
he have been one of my fav artist in Korea
Loving you,winter sonata,Tokyo Bay and On air
He must be an wei that he have many good frens around misses him
and attended his funeral
even though he is not around anymore
what can he ask for to have a great fren like so ji sub
that have accompany him in his last moments on this earth
may god let him rest in peace and poor so ji sub could get out of the shock of his death soon..

hello again..

have not been updating here for a long time...
busy with things...graduation...find jobs...and others
that's one of the reason for not updating...
another ...there have been many thoughts coming through my head...
thoughts and feelings...
but still unable to write all these out...
maybe because of the insecurity of just writing them out..feel unsafe maybe...
thoughts that are positive & negative
thoughts that have determination
and also thoughts that can hurt oneself or others..
will try to update here the best i can...
yet sometimes..some thoughts meant to not to be said..

just a dew things nid to report on:
found a temp job,
nid find another since temp job gg to end.
yeah...graduate..is a good thing and oso bad thing
be broke now and then
still wanted to learn piano,guitar and korean
still 'chasing' my unnie and HJ
still duno what I want
still have no aim in life...
that's all..

saw this post while reading xiao shuo

very touching letter...

a thank you letter written by Cha In Pyo to his wife Shin Ae Ra

What have you been doing?

After six years of marriage, I have already become a bad husband.

I became a thoughtless husband, didn't I?

Take for example, when I said, "I am going to run in a marathon; could you cook some rice cake for me early in the morning?"

Yet, you can't run on the treadmill for five minutes without panting.

We got married when we were so young; why then can I exercise so well?

While you were doing all those things, you worried about my skin condition and took me to a dermatology clinic for a massage and to a department store where you bought me some blue jeans so I can look young.

You have been so willing to be a mid-wife, yet you have tried so hard to make me look like a bachelor

You used to joke that you have two sons, and the older one has been harder to raise.

When we were newlyweds, I promised you that I would be a guardian angel for you.

Now, after six years of marriage, I realize that I have become your oldest son.

I am so sorry. It's true that I am so very happy that I am your oldest child, but it must not be easy for you.

From now on you will be my precious darling.

I don't think that I can be as good to you as you have been to me, but I can be your father

a father who tries so very, very hard.

Do you remember what I said to you when you asked me at the time of our marriage, “How much do you love me?” You remember, don't you?

I told you, “I love you endlessly.”

Now I would like to change that answer.

Here is my answer: I love you more than last year, I love you more than yesterday,

I will love you even more tomorrow.

Darling, do you know that you already resemble my dear mother?

I want you to know that I will be next to you for a long, long time to come.

I know, my love, that you will have a long and fulfilling life.

In that way, I can love you more, and more, and more...now and always.

Published in the Korea Daily News

Cr: Translated by Nunim

really like this loving couple...6years have passed and they are still loving and doing charity together

I used to rmb what shin ae ra told hb that men are always like children. Even though she have 2 children, she always tot that she have 3

album fantic

going crazy for album

bought too many albums this year

haiz

my money~

Because I'm A Girl - Part1

I'll Remember You Till I'm Gone - Part2

Music Video By 2NB

Remake Of 'Because I'm A Girl' By KISS

Very Touching Plot...

(you shld be able to understand even without subs^^)

Overview (Contains Spoiler of MV)

"Because I'm a Girl"

The guy who gives her lollipops has a twin. On that day where she's supposed to meet him, he doesn't show so she leaves. And then she sees "him" and thinks it's the real him. And she notices some changes with "him" and thinks something like, "you're not like this...". And one day she confronted the guy's bro asking where is the guy. The twin started to have flashback of the guy and breakdown in tears.The guy who gave her lollipops died because he got knocked down by a truck and his twin bro went for her instead of lollipop guy.

"I'll Remember You Till I'm Gone"

=Flashback=

While crossing the street, somebody bump into the lollipop guy and his tin of lollipop scattered on the road. He went to pick them up but was knocked down by a truck. Upon dying, he ask his elder bro if he can take his place and make her happy. Because he love her so much to even lie about his death.