Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Reasons...

Since my friends keep asking me why i like hb so much,i decided to create this post.
Plz stand with my nagging for a while.
Due to my laziness,the most straight forward ans i will usually give is "plz go and watch wgm and you will know why i love unnie so much"
Not as if i can control my liking of her....keke (i acting like a Fan ger again=p)

So below is my reasons...
(more is to what i know about her)
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*She is cool,easy-going and funny
*She is charitable and kind
*She will spend 1-2 times every mth to visit orphanage or elderly home
*She always think about others before herself
*She's a singer,actress,model,rapper and host
*She once spend her free time by travelling to developing with korea compassion group to help the people there.
*During the time that she is in debts,she still insists to pay part of her salary to the church.
*She helps pay for her grandma hospital bills when she is still in debts.
*She doesnt like to trouble or be burden of someone.(the only time she lend money from song eunee is when her debts payment is due by 1mth)
*She always do her best in everything she does so that to leave no regrets
*Everyday she will write in her diary about what good and bad things she have done on that day and hoping that one day she will be writing the good thirngs.
*She treat others with the fullest but never ask for any hui bao.
*She is easily contented.even for the smallest thing that you have done for her,she will still be very touched.
*She doesn't like to act cute but she have been showing cuteness in her actions
*She is well-known for her big circles of friends and she have many suitors=p
*She is a general from her outside but within her she have the aspects a woman could have.
*when she meets a fan,she will walk up to the fans and give them a hug.she treasures all the fans presents and make sure she will use them.
*she may not be the prettiest but she have the aura that will attract you
*She know how to play abit of piano,drum,guitar and beat boxing
*She's good in sports
*She like to dance even though she isnt the best dancer but she can heat up the atmosphere
*She has taekwondo black belt,car racer license,prof make-up artist cert and mentoring cert.
*She keeps her promises.
*Since her debut,she never let her manager wait for her and always 10-15mins earlier
*The way she treats HJ in wgm.
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Okay,so all those points above are what I know about her and why i like her so much.
(Finally...i written finish=D)

ps: I actually write so much with my hp O_o kekekeke

Saturday, November 13, 2010

how many times do you lie?

I guess that in this world there won't be anyone will dare to lie before.even if it is a white lie. we lie for almost everything,regardless for oneself or for others. We lie to make others or self to be happy We lie to hurt others We lie to get away from trouble We lie to cover up matters There's always been a saying that when you tell a lie,you will say alot more lie to cover that lie.it will be endlessness. Lying have been so common that maybe one have tell so many lies that oneself will think that the lies that are made are the truth. Though we all know that lying is not good yet we still doing it.Guess this is what we call the dark side of the world.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

아직난예쁘다

“Still Beautiful”

“he is leaving.
I’m letting him go.
without holding him back
without dropping a tear
I’m letting him go.

all the romance is dead
it’s now an extravagant memory
if I cry just once
and hurt just once
everything will be over.

don’t say you know me.
the me that you knew is no more.
in the suffocating darkness.
I’m already familiar with this hurt
I’ve already found my happiness again.

forget about me~ please
don’t wake me up who is sleeping,
before the night is over
if I open my eyes
would I be able to sleep?

the words I hate more than dying.
the childish words I couldn’t convey..
to come back
to love me
to embrance me again.

don’t expect any of that from me~ really.
I’m not that kind of woman.

I’m still pretty
and lovable.
I’m very happy.”


(credit jaejoongie <3@soompi)



Finally!my comeback awaiting!!

Really love it when HB sings ballad song.her ballad songs are way nicer than her dance song even though R2song and Get hot are nice too.This time genre is medium tempo ballad and more to artistic feel.As usual, her ballad song is sad ballad.

Compared to other ballad song like "can't believe the words" "sorry for the tears" "mature","I am still beautiful" is more emotional.I already feel like tearing the mid of the song.This is so WORTH waiting for.

Suddenly I thought of what unnie said before,if you din have expectation on something there will not be disappointment (sth like that).Since I expect her to not have a comeback this year,this is really a true surprise^^I wish that Shimty will sell this single and also faster release macau photoshoot.where is it?!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010



can't wait for it.30Sept!!
maknae is cute inside...haha he always get bully.XD
unni!!!Yo! my sister!you are so cool!!but what are you thinking dancing that kind of dance in front of young idols?!!really cracked me up XDD
how well do you know about yourself and others?
some people knows others better than oneself...
some knows about oneself but knows nothing about others...
while some knows nothing about themselves nor others...

i want to be someone that could understand others and also understand myself...

how people think about you??
are they seeing your true self?or opposite?
is the way they think about you is really the real you...
or is it just an act of protecting yourself from being vulnerable?

Sunday, August 15, 2010

:(

I started to hate my job alot...i try to look it in another prespective...may be i loathe admin and formal wear at least the job will be ok...people there are so muh older than me at least i can get along with...even though i quute alone there at least the food there is good but all seems to din turn out well.i started to regret getting this job yet i still will be struck with this job for mths.i try not to step onto three leaf clover while trying to find four leaf clover but it seems that there's still a long way for me to umderstand it and be content with what i'm having.i wish i could go thai bangkok in sept...haiz but frm wad the way things are going,it is impossible.maybe i shld wait for next time if there's ever another chance again.mayb if unnie could come sg or malaysia next time.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

YOG @ marina

Youth Olympics games celebration at Marina Boulevard

senior minister mentor

Lyo
"balloon" kite
4Minute


Beast

yesterday, went to marina bay to watch 4minute performance.super worth both 4minute and beast perform 5songs each.just like a mini concert.the audience become chaos when they perform.really very high^^too bad 4minute din sing I My Me Mine if not it will be the best and the crowd will go crazier XD.

Me and my friend pity those who bought the concert ticket to watch the concert.poor them.they paid yet most of the people could saw it for foc.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

start work tml...
"why do i pack all my time tgt?"
out of a sudden
there is this thought...

I
compromise...
to admin duties
officially going to report to work on wed.
Loathe about office work
yet I am still doing this...

what can i do?
I need...
the money
the job
the experience
to do what I want
to choose what I want

You doesn't deserve to choose if you doesn't have
EQ...
skills...
experience...
intelligence...
preparation...
most important dream & desire.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

If you doesn't want anyone to know about it, then just dun show it out!

recently, again I am watching we got married
season 2 instead of season 1 now
manage to talk myself into watching season 2
while dealing with all those changed concept and hosts in wgm

In season 2:
Jo Kwon & Ga in (Adam couple)
Nichkhun & Victoria (Winne couple or samgyeopsal couple)
YongHwa & SeoHyun (YongSeo Couple or sweet potato couple)

season 2 couples is not bad, all idol couples
just that I may need to avoid watching the beginning episodes of adam couple which seriously reminds me about ssangchu (I will go crazy >.<)
all of a sudden wgm couples started to have the trend to sing "falling slowly" in the show
oh well...

getting back to my post title...
as you know,when you are watching part 2 of the show now and then you will also saw some of part 1 of the show. (what am i writing??)
this is getting me more pissed up abt the PD and MBC
could I just sneak into MBC and stole the original copy?
the problem with season 1 wgm is that they edited too much after broadcast
if they edit for the sake that the couple is too awkward or NGs then it won't matter
yet some scenes they show it during the recording on studio but it was edited out when it was broadcast
WHY?!
then after 1 year, trailer and wedding pictures started to leak out -.-

they really trying to add on reasons on my list to curse them over and over again

1. AlexShinae couple wedding photoshoot have only 8min being broadcast and it was made to an awkward feel between them since they have a separation of 1-2mths.Yet there are blog post from the photographer that they ain't awkward at all.8 min is really pathetic when other couple have at least 20mins and above.

2. Showed during recording but edited out during broadcast.they are not just editing out only a few scene but 20+ scenes

3. The sequence in the some episode was jumble up

4. They show the scene on previous episode trailer but they din show it on the next episode (what the...most pissed off)

5.They edited off skin ship. >.< how contradicting they wanted to see skin-ship between couples yet they edited out skin ship such as holding hands and left a few sec for the fans to know about them (ARGH..)

Is some sort like you have given the kid a sweet and you don't allow the kid to eat it. Since you not wanting people to watch it then why show that few sec?!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

The SERENITY Prayer

-- Reinhold Niebuhr

God grant me
the SERENITY to accept the things that I cannot change
the COURAGE to change the things that I can and
the WISDOM to tell the difference.

Living one day at a time
Enjoying one moment at a time
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
Tidings기별...
I Love You So Much...
Loving You...
If not for PYH death, think that I would have forgotten about these 3 songs.
really missed PYH Eugene pairing
7 years...
2003 until now since I listen them





Monday, July 19, 2010

Things to do...

  1. Find a FT Job
  2. Obtain driving license
  3. Learn guitar / piano (could some one plz teach me?!hopeless in self-learning)
  4. Learn basic korean (at least should be able to read and speak simply>.<)
  5. Save money for Korea trip
  6. Get better skin
  7. Resolve teeth condition
  8. Get contacts?? (still pending...3D movie keep give me the urge to have a pair)
  9. Build up habit to record down things in notebook (tough one...)
  10. Financial management
  11. Habit of running 3 times a week
  12. Build abs??? (Haha...duno why..train for fun. I want Yoona abs!!)
so far that's all...finish up all these first and settle others lata...

spending way too much...

I have been spending way too much
on movies,accessories, tee, jeans and high cut shoes
tsk tsk
how will I manage to save any money if I keep on buying online and going out??
plz try to save...
you noe that you shldn't spend so much
and you oso noe that you need clear yr debts
there's still other things to pay for and save for
SO STOP SPENDING!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Unnie...
I want to grow up to be like you...
To be a person that keeps her promises...
To be kind and charitable...
To be able to cook ...
To be able to play hard and work hard...
To be content...
To be thankful for everything...
To think of others before self...

one of my colleague at work fall in love with unnie
haha
blame it on wgm
because of that show
totally fall for unnie
when I suppose to watch it due to HJ
irony...
it is really very pleasant when my supervisor and that colleague said that unnie is pretty^^

recent korean news

recent news have been quite depressing...
ss501 contract..
DSP...
Park Young Ha...

ss501 contract...
is in a way depressing that the members will be separate to different companies..
HJ KeyEast
JM may be TW Sony
At the bright side,
they have their solos and have better future outside DSP
maybe one day they could be like ShinHwa reunite as one

Park Young Ha...
Shocking...really shocking
this is the most regret thing I do is to read allkpop early in the morning
I understand the amount of stress he gg through
but why...choose death..
he have been one of my fav artist in Korea
Loving you,winter sonata,Tokyo Bay and On air
He must be an wei that he have many good frens around misses him
and attended his funeral
even though he is not around anymore
what can he ask for to have a great fren like so ji sub
that have accompany him in his last moments on this earth
may god let him rest in peace and poor so ji sub could get out of the shock of his death soon..

hello again..

have not been updating here for a long time...
busy with things...graduation...find jobs...and others
that's one of the reason for not updating...
another ...there have been many thoughts coming through my head...
thoughts and feelings...
but still unable to write all these out...
maybe because of the insecurity of just writing them out..feel unsafe maybe...
thoughts that are positive & negative
thoughts that have determination
and also thoughts that can hurt oneself or others..
will try to update here the best i can...
yet sometimes..some thoughts meant to not to be said..

just a dew things nid to report on:
found a temp job,
nid find another since temp job gg to end.
yeah...graduate..is a good thing and oso bad thing
be broke now and then
still wanted to learn piano,guitar and korean
still 'chasing' my unnie and HJ
still duno what I want
still have no aim in life...
that's all..