아직난예쁘다

“Still Beautiful”

“he is leaving.

I’m letting him go.

without holding him back

without dropping a tear

I’m letting him go.

all the romance is dead

it’s now an extravagant memory

if I cry just once

and hurt just once

everything will be over.

don’t say you know me.

the me that you knew is no more.

in the suffocating darkness.

I’m already familiar with this hurt

I’ve already found my happiness again.

forget about me~ please

don’t wake me up who is sleeping,

before the night is over

if I open my eyes

would I be able to sleep?

the words I hate more than dying.

the childish words I couldn’t convey..

to come back

to love me

to embrance me again.

don’t expect any of that from me~ really.

I’m not that kind of woman.

I’m still pretty

and lovable.

I’m very happy.”

(credit jaejoongie <3@soompi)

Finally!my comeback awaiting!!

Really love it when HB sings ballad song.her ballad songs are way nicer than her dance song even though R2song and Get hot are nice too.This time genre is medium tempo ballad and more to artistic feel.As usual, her ballad song is sad ballad.

Compared to other ballad song like "can't believe the words" "sorry for the tears" "mature","I am still beautiful" is more emotional.I already feel like tearing the mid of the song.This is so WORTH waiting for.

Suddenly I thought of what unnie said before,if you din have expectation on something there will not be disappointment (sth like that).Since I expect her to not have a comeback this year,this is really a true surprise^^I wish that Shimty will sell this single and also faster release macau photoshoot.where is it?!

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F....

can't wait for it.30Sept!!
maknae is cute inside...haha he always get bully.XD
unni!!!Yo! my sister!you are so cool!!but what are you thinking dancing that kind of dance in front of young idols?!!really cracked me up XDD

how well do you know about yourself and others?
some people knows others better than oneself...
some knows about oneself but knows nothing about others...
while some knows nothing about themselves nor others...

i want to be someone that could understand others and also understand myself...

how people think about you??
are they seeing your true self?or opposite?
is the way they think about you is really the real you...
or is it just an act of protecting yourself from being vulnerable?

:(

I started to hate my job alot...i try to look it in another prespective...may be i loathe admin and formal wear at least the job will be ok...people there are so muh older than me at least i can get along with...even though i quute alone there at least the food there is good but all seems to din turn out well.i started to regret getting this job yet i still will be struck with this job for mths.i try not to step onto three leaf clover while trying to find four leaf clover but it seems that there's still a long way for me to umderstand it and be content with what i'm having.i wish i could go thai bangkok in sept...haiz but frm wad the way things are going,it is impossible.maybe i shld wait for next time if there's ever another chance again.mayb if unnie could come sg or malaysia next time.

YOG @ marina

Youth Olympics games celebration at Marina Boulevard

senior minister mentor

Lyo
"balloon" kite
4Minute

Beast

yesterday, went to marina bay to watch 4minute performance.super worth both 4minute and beast perform 5songs each.just like a mini concert.the audience become chaos when they perform.really very high^^too bad 4minute din sing I My Me Mine if not it will be the best and the crowd will go crazier XD.

Me and my friend pity those who bought the concert ticket to watch the concert.poor them.they paid yet most of the people could saw it for foc.

start work tml...
"why do i pack all my time tgt?"
out of a sudden
there is this thought...

I
compromise...
to admin duties
officially going to report to work on wed.
Loathe about office work
yet I am still doing this...

what can i do?
I need...
the money
the job
the experience
to do what I want
to choose what I want

You doesn't deserve to choose if you doesn't have
EQ...
skills...
experience...
intelligence...
preparation...
most important dream & desire.