pp have been bothering me
feeling like a failure
feeling like worthless

I dun understand
why do I have to care so much
about people reaction
feeling so sensitive
feeling so dejected

I hate this side of me
really hated
why cant I present confidently
why cant I ignored them
why cant I voice out my thought

I am a coward
A black sheep in the family
A weakly

I hate the point where
I have to present in front of people
I hate the point where
They have to have test and exams
I know they have them for a reason
but they just make me overly serious

I just want to learn
For sake of interest
For sake of curiosity
For sake of ...
I want to learn

Sometimes the surroundings
is moving too fast
my friends...
the world...
and time...
too fast for me to follow...

I just want to lead a simple life
where I can do what I want
follow what my heart telling me to
not following others
not compromising
not asking for any higher rank in career
but just ME.

ME
a weirdo
a loner
an anti-social
being what I am
doing what I like

finally watch finsh Golden Bell Awards
530pm-12am
damm long
get very HIGH at the red carpet part
i actually noe alot of the actors
esp 台语actors
haha

This year GBA very nice
gt
命中注定我爱你
恶作剧2吻
娘家
欢喜来逗阵
我在垦丁天气晴
说好不准哭

命中注定我爱你 -行销奖and戏剧奖
娟姐-女配角奖
陈宇奉-男配角奖
林依晨-女主角奖
马志翔-迷你剧导演奖
我在垦丁天气晴-戏剧节目编剧奖
阿雅 吴宗宪-娱乐综艺节目主持人奖

Glad that 娟姐gt GBA again
YEAH!
disappointed 恩din get 女主角
but then...起码入围就是受到肯定
all the hard work, is worth it
quite relief ariel gotten it...
and anyway mzzd gt 2 GBA
woohoo!!

i'm also happy that 马志翔get it
yea!小马哥！
touching...
i lyk the part most where he sae
'i also want to thank my 小宝贝!周幼婷！'
Gosh!both of them cry.happy for them.
小马哥，泰雅的媳妇 加油！

TWILIGHT *SPOILER SCENES*

@CULLEN HOUSE(8MIN SNEAK PREVIEW)

CAFETERIA SCENE:YOUR THEORIES

DVD SNEAK PEEK+NEW SCENE

TWILGHT CAST BTS-SCENES OF EMPIRE MAGAZINE PHOTO SHOOT!EXCLUSIVE！

TWILIGHT WORLD PREMIER BALLET SCENE

TWILIGHT TV SPOT

LOL
I happy about recent news
there's alot of qe's and mingen's

actually I'm quite angry with 恩on wed
when she appear at beijing airport,
wearing only a short dress and boots?!
oh my gosh
beijing temp is at 3-4degree during that time
she trying to get a cold?!
oh well...at least she wear more when the fans go 送机ytd

I spent ytd nite reading and watching videos of them in beijing
which have coz me too be HIGH^^
LOL
8 post and 5videos
it's been a long time since they gt interview tgt
I missed the moments
esp when now I wouldnt have the chance to see 183+7f
they becum a market when the 2 gps tgt
uncontrollable~

mingen gg to collaborate in mainland drama
[守着阳光守着你]
恩acting as 丁小寒
a ger who loves to dance however have an illness which will coz her eyesight to worsen
md acting as 杨睿
eh....a sunshine boy...then he lyk 小寒sister who is pretty but cold...then lata lyk qe bah....
(i admit i jus scan though)
it's kinda of life drama,连戏剧nt lyk the 偶像剧they usually act
恩~
There are times I wont mind abt him...(I'm bias to 恩)
^^好朋友久违的同台！

OMG!!!!!!
BLEACH MOVIE 3 -
FADE TO DARK
RELEASE@13DEC!

Finally the bleach finsh with the filler
and finally it return to the Espada story
AND NOW?!The movie3 is about Goodbye Rukia?!
WTH?
I havent even know what happen to Rukia@Espada part
even though I was told she din 'die'
but still....how I noe what will happen?
However in a good way...
I get to see more IchigoXRukia scenes in the movie

Since the movie gg to release on dec
the most likely I could only get to watch it @2009
haiz
hope to watch it soon

The 2 movie that I wanted to see in 2008:
(beside hanadan final and 10 promises
with my dog)

Twilight movie
Trailer


The Butterfly Lovers 2008
Charlene Choi - 心如蝶梦MV (Butterfly Lovers Theme song)

Trailer


watch twilight
due to the movie is abt vampires
due to I read the story and it's nice

watch butterfly lovers
due to gt ah sa and Hu ge inside
due to the trailer look nice
however think the ending gg to make me sad again
I alrd see so many version of butterfly lover and i still watching it-_-
watch Jia Jing Wen version
watch He Ren Dong and Dong Jie version
watch Wu Qi Long and Yang Cai Ni version(this the saddest)
and now gg to watch ah sa and wu zun version-_-'''
(I hate the part they actually ask Hu ge act as "Ma wen cai" char.WTH)

Butterfly lovers 2008 in cinemas in 16Oct
Twilight gg to be in cinemas in 21nov

BORDERS having sales
while waiting for mum
spent time there...
I really can spent my time in a bkshop
1hr plus pass and i still thought only 20min pass
tsk tsk

I saw they having offer on twilight series
the sales is till tmr
3 for price of 2
wanted to buy since is affordable
but my sis ask me to go rent
nice then go buy 2nd-hand (ok lor...)
in the end I bought the complete novels of Jane Austen
the author of pride and prejudice and persuasion

the book is very thick since there are 7 novels in it o_O